I sat in the back of the auditorium, my speech in my notebook, ready to share with the staff what I’d learned about professional learning communities and how they could change everything if teachers were given the time and resources to make them work.
My hands were shaking, I was sweating, I thought about blowing the whole thing off. My friend, our speech teacher at the time, Debbie gave me a thumbs up. Okay. I could do this.
And I did.
And it was amazing.
I was shaking the whole time, but the adrenaline rush was tremendous. People listened to what I said. Everyone didn’t agree with the outcome I proposed, but everyone appreciated the effort. And they had ideas of their own. Ideas that would lead to student achievement.
(Leadership Cohort changed me, challenged me, made me speak up. First post about those days here.)
But still, over seven years later, I have to force myself to speak up in a room of people. Small groups, no problem. Big groups…gulp.
I’m an extrovert on the inside, an introvert on the outside. It makes for some hilarious self-talk, let me tell you.
I’m working on this. If my inner extravert weren’t trying to come out on a regular basis, I’d wrap my introvert self up in quiet awesomeness. BUT that’s not the way it is. I want to speak up, I want to talk to people…even people I don’t know. So here goes.
Another pledge. I’m going to embrace both sides of myself. But I’m not going to let the introvert win. No more sneaking out of meetings as soon as they’re over without talking to others, no more WANTING to share with the group but keeping my mouth shut because I’m nervous.
This is turning into a July of pledges for me. Good thing I’ve got The Success Principles to help me succeed! ❤
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